Tori Spelling has opened up about the deep emotional toll her divorce has taken, revealing her vulnerability and fears of facing the future alone. In a recent episode of her podcast misSPELLING, the 51-year-old actress shared a raw and heartfelt confession during a conversation with guest Aubrey O’Day.
Spelling, best known for her role in Beverly Hills, 90210, broke down in tears as she spoke about her current reality. “I’m 51 and single again with five kids. So I don’t even know where I stand in the future,” she admitted. “I just don’t want to be alone. I don’t want to die alone. I don’t know what I’m doing right now.”
The emotional moment came as she reflected on her past and the challenges of navigating life after the end of her 17-year marriage to actor Dean McDermott. The couple officially announced their separation in June 2023. Together, they share five children: Liam (18), Stella (16), Hattie (13), Finn (12), and Beau (8).
Throughout the podcast episode, Spelling discussed the complexity of her relationships with men and the patterns she has begun to recognize in her own behavior. Her openness resonated with listeners, offering a glimpse into the often-hidden struggles of women balancing motherhood, heartbreak, and self-discovery.
Despite the heartache, the actress continues to share her story with honesty and vulnerability, providing a space for connection and healing—not just for herself, but for countless others who may be walking a similar path.
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